As cliché it can be, time flied.
Indubitable. Incontrovertible. Indisputable. Unassailable. Impeccable.
Time flies, unwittingly.
It sneaked through, snatched your youth and left. Subconsciously.
We may not be able to catch the glimpse of elapsed time, but we definitely will somehow relate our life with the trail of history.
It’s a definite theory.
No matter how abhorrent the past could be to you, the memory followed or continuously inherited into you. Some part of you just can’t change. It erected an inedible trademark on you, regardless of your inclination to accept it.
And it speaks to you: You got to accept it, because I am part of your life.
There are just too many times I witnessed people reluctant in accepting their past.
Everyone craves for a new beginning when he is hampered by adversity or challenges. Of course that includes me, I am not sage either. However, does new beginning simply mean a re-start of everything, which excludes everything in the past, or does a new beginning refer to the built-up of new lifepath on the top of the past memory? Which one does it bestow?
I used to think in the manner of the former.
New beginning simply means start from scratch again. Forget about your past, forget about your rues, and forget about how you were like. And at that moment of a new beginning, you are reborn as a new person, with the same name, but that is it. No other trace personality or memories come along.
I guess that was really silly. An inane nature of mine, the farynx I used to be.
Now, yah, very much alike, still when I am upset by some situations, I will pretty much tell myself to have a new beginning again. Just this time, I face it with a slightly different manner.
I have come to realize you can’t just start a life like that.
The one who made a mistake was you.
The one who is repenting on the mistake is you.
The one who is going to make a change will be you too.
You can definitely have a new start, but that start is predicated upon the past.
You can’t simply act like a computer, erase, DEL whatever data that you dislike.
Although sometimes I would think, it will be so cool if we can just act like that.
But the drawback could simply be too gargantuan; we will lose the most beautiful part of us, our sentiments.
Yah, so yup. I got to accept my past.
And not let it traumatize me in any manner.
Got to rule my past.
Only by that, I can have a new beginning, a true new beginning.
I know i got to do it, successfully.
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